I probably will had to leave this city and everything that comes with it. With the opening of 43 Places I remembered that the world is big and there are still many places to visit before death. By surfing I found this quote, which is quite reassuring:
If you are lucky enough to have lived in Paris as a young man, then wherever you go for the rest of your life, it stays with you, for Paris is a movable feast.
Ernest Hemingway